asking myself...

I do not fear the work that I need to be doing; I do not fear the cold room where I will be doing the work although I may use that as an excuse from time to time. I think I have the ability to sit and write about things that I find interesting, and a common fear that might exist is one of rejection. I don’t know that I fear rejection. I may fear producing a work that is never read by another, but does this mean that I should not write it? Does this mean that I do not believe in my own work enough to even produce it? That my passion for the art is fabricated and not sincere? Do I love to write, or do I write because I want love?