Solipsism, in philosophy, is an extreme form of subjective idealism that demands that the human mind has no valid ground for believing in the existence of anything but itself.
Therefore every moment is specific to that mind, and no other mind, regardless of proximity, will experience said moment in the same way.
Leaks in surrounding existence present selective and tailored ideas in various trickles, revealing channels of pathways toward the goals I've been seeking.
Yet my progress is stymied. I know that effort is reward and I know that effort becomes results, but complacency keeps me rooted in inaction. I know WHAT to do but I don't DO.
I am guilty. I am aware of my guilt. I condemn myself tenfold above external condemnation. This is still not enough to provoke me into action. And I am intimidated by the circumstances which would prompt progress, because I mentally create negative attributes that could potentially present during these circumstances. Even when I am confident the positive attributes would be just as abundant, even unto success.